I lost my virginity when I was 18. I was head over heels in love with this middle-eastern boy my best friend had just introduced me to. It didn't take long for me to realise that I was falling for him. He wasn't Indian, my parents would certainly never approve and I didn't care. I was a rebellious teenager in love with this beautiful stranger. For the next 2 years, we dated and had exciting secret romantic escapades all over the city. This was a boy I was certain I would end up marrying. He was the first boy I ever fell in love with, but he cheated on me and broke my heart. But hey, the sex was great… You win some you lose some, right? It was my first real relationship, and it took me a while to pick myself off the floor and be ready to love again.
After about a year, I met this really nice guy and we began dating. We were at his apartment one night and things started to get hot and heavy. That’s when he decided to just casually break it to me that he was a virgin. I wasn’t shocked, but I was a little apprehensive. He seemed like a smooth guy and I didn’t think that his v-card would still be intact. He knew my sexual history and didn’t seem to mind. I was the first woman he was going to have sex with. It seemed like a lot of pressure for me to be his ‘perfect first.’ Or was that something only women tend to obsess over? I was all up in my head and I didn’t want to seem like I was coming on too strong. I found myself overthinking every move in an effort to be more sensitive.
We took our clothes off and everything that followed was a combination of flattering and amusing. He was starstruck and his eyes were bulging in awe at everything that he saw and felt. He asked me to take the lead and basically take his virginity in whatever way I wanted. In some strange way, it felt more than a little empowering, and I decided to hop on and give him a ride he would never forget.
I had no expectations going in because I knew he was a virgin, but much to my surprise, he had no performance anxiety and neither did he finish too soon. I did have to shine a little light on where things go, but we had an explosive first time. I didn’t have to fake it and I enjoyed being in charge just as much as he did. In the months that followed, we pretty much couldn’t keep our hands off each other. The sex just got better and I found myself falling in love, all over again.
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